I believe it's perfectly normal, xmascarol. Anyone copes with anxiety in its own way. Probably your way is by crying. I'm sure you're not alone. Does crying help you to make you feel better? I certainly hope so. I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, please don't give up. I hope you'll feel better soon. Keep writing here if it helps. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Sending many hugs to you