You will make it, Wander, I'm sure of that. Please don't give up. I think you're already doing much better. Try to hang on a little longer and you should be back home safely. I know it's hard. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. But I'm sure you can make it! Stay strong. Stay safe and take care of yourself. I hope you'll feel better soon. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about you. I'm here for you as well if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you