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Old Feb 04, 2019, 06:39 PM
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Neurodivergent
 
Member Since: Mar 2012
Location: Western US
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My short-term memory is awful. I repeat questions and have to be told they were already answered and what the answer was. I have to say out loud where I put things or I get panicky, thinking I've lost them. I can't remember what I had for lunch two hours later (not that it matters, as few of my lunches are remarkable, lol). I have the attention span of a goldfish and sometimes I even forget during a conversation what it's all about. I've asked two psychiatrists about this, fearing I was developing dementia which is not unheard-of at my age (60), but both told me it's a combination of my meds and repeated bipolar episodes which have damaged my brain. For some reason that makes me feel somewhat better, although neither factor is modifiable. I have to take meds, and I can't undo past episodes. It's a giant pain in the arse and embarrassing AF. I hate it.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment

RX:
Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg

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