I'm not doing so good. Not really depressed, but no motivation to tackle things I have to get done. I've got a toothache. And I'm tired, short of sleep. Those 2 things alone are enough to put me off my game.

I can't seem to even sit down and go through mail. Stuff like that has to be kept up with. This is some kind of depression. My bf is doing pretty good today. That can - and does - turn on a dime. We barely get through one health crisis, when another one starts. There's hardly any in between "normal" time. He rides these things out all right. I get stressed. Off the top of my head I couldn't even say how many times he's been admitted to a hospital in the last 2 years. I've lost count. 7, 8, 9 - I don't know anymore.

Not trying to sound like a martyr. I just have to get a grip.