Thank you. I just wish that for one time in my life, I'd have some sort of normalacy. I've never had that. It's always been something going on that I ended up going to my breaking point and cutting.

I kept waking up after I finally fell asleep because I kept rolling over on my cuts and it hurt. So I got like 3 hours of sleep. Guess that's the price I pay for falling to the blade again. *sigh*