I've often thought of myself as needy- actually I'm like a little Elizabeth the second

yes, a lot of it is because of abuse from my parents, but also it's because I want the best from things- I don't just want, for example, to use a standard product you buy in a shop

if you can buy the deluxe, higher end version, I'll have it- even if that means saving up (and that's something I don't tend to do)

my response is to go around stating "I want this"