i know that i should not stop her from going and im not planning on it...but thats why i worry...because i cant control it...and i know all the stats but that does not help...it just feels like once the thought came into my head its immpossible to get out...and this is the 3rd time she has flown since we have been dating...the first time i did not worry a bit and i think that might just be because i wasnt as much in love with her and the thought of her dying just never came into mind...and then the second time was a month ago and i worried alot but it wasnt untill about a week ahead of time...and now ever since that trip ive already started worrying about her next trip which isnt for another 8 weeks but i just keep saying 'what if'...and it sounds dumb but i sometimes think like "what if her last trip was like a sign for the next one and thats thats why i worried about the last one"...or like "what if me worrying is gods way of preparing me for something"...stuff like that...and it just drives me crazy