I'm so sorry you're feeling stressed, SilverSprings It sounds like you're handling all of this pretty well. Socializing is hard. You're definitely not alone in this. However you don't have any obligation to engage in social events that involve alcohol if you don't want. Especially since you're planning onhaving a baby soon. Just try to focus on yourself at the moment. It sounds like you're very busy. Remember to take some time for yourself as well! We need to relax once in a while. You've got this. I hope you'll feel better soon. Remember that we're here for you. Keep writing here if it help. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you