Sunrise, I realize this week that I have difficulty lying in therapy too.

In my session this week I was expressing that I was upset with myself because I was still having a lot of difficulty talking about stuff even though my T has been very accommodating. I expressed that I thought I should be more comfortable at this point. T said .."you have trouble talking about your childhood abuse even with an old friend who actually shared the experience with you." I quickly replied with, "Well yeah, because I can't lie to my friend because she know the truth, know me, she does bye my BS." Then under my breath I said "it becoming harder to lie to you too." I looked up hoping that the last part was not audible, but no luck. My T was paying attention and looking directly at me. I felt like melting into the ugly couch.