Oh cash I know the trials of working in special ed as well. Today my girl threw up her feeding tube feed and hit me in the face with it so that was fun. When she was out getting the feeding tube I was working in different classrooms and had my hair pulled, my shirt grabbed, got pushed, etc. and don’t even get me started on working in the behavioral school. Restraints galore! I’m so proud of you for making it through. I know it’s not easy especially when you feel like **** mentally. Just trying to stress yourself too much. If you need to take time off for your own well-being you’re gonna have to do it.