I am so damn happy. HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY!!! Yet still having dark thoughts. Is that even a thing?
I am still IP for the dark thoughts and now med change. Yet, I want to run and play and shop but they wont even let me out on escourted leave. BOO!! Well I guess it has only been for an hour. I think my med change set it off. Started Geodon last night night. Woke up severely hungover and slept another two hours. Then I did only ten minutes of Yoga and I was set on fire by the activity. What has happened to me? Whatever it is I love it. Well as long as the dark thoughts go away as energy plus them = disaster. The nurses are keeping a close eye on me so don't worry. My Mum has also taken my cash and credit card from me so I can't by stupid things I don't want or need, plus bing on the snack machines.