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Originally Posted by Blueberrybook
Yes. I was mis-diagnosed with major depression (and treated with lots of different SSRIs, which are not good for bipolar in general) for over 10 years (diagnosed at 19 or 20; I'm 41 now). Finally, I got a good psychiatrist who decided she would not just blindly trust the previous doctor's diagnosis (which is what they all did, prior to her, accepted the initial psychiatrist's diagnosis). She diagnosed me herself, first with the obvious postpartum depression, since I'd recently given birth, though even on those notes, she had written stuff like bipolar? (I recently got the records from my years of treatment with her since she is retiring, had to pay practically a fortune as I saw her 10 years).
Anyway, she soon diagnosed me with bipolar II until I had an out and out fully manic episode in her waiting room & office on a scheduled appt. I barely avoided the hospital on that one. Then, she changed the diagnosis to bipolar I. My new psychiatrist was her colleague, he has been at that clinic as long as I saw my old doctor, so he didn't change her diagnosis except to add "with mixed features" though that possibility was listed in her diagnosis summation to her when I got my records, so she had been thinking about it apparently.
Now that I know about bipolar and its symptoms, if the first doctor had asked me all the right questions and in a couple different ways, he could have diagnosed bipolar easily. It makes me angry. I think all those years on SSRIs have messed up my brain/mind/thinking? permanently.
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I was on Celexa for 7 years and I really think it messed me up more than it helped, but I did love how it got me through the day I have to admit that.
Then I went on Welbutrin last January because I could feel Celexa not working as well and everything really spun out of control for me. I weaned myself off and changed doctors because the psychiatrist I was seeing, she was extremely insensitive and hurtful especially when I showed up to appointments frustrated, agitated, and near tears.
I feel that some these doctors ignore the symptoms because they don't actually want to deal with you as a human being. I'm glad you met a doctor who helped you out with proper diagnoses because that's half the battle it seems.
Had to edit to add:
I was diagnosed with Postpartum Depression as well after giving birth in 2016 when my child was 2 months old. I was seeing that same psychiatrist who eventually prescribed me Welbutrin and she completely ignored that diagnosis!
Her attitude was, "you need to get your life together, you have a child now."
I will say that most women I know who have been dx'd with PPD end up being dx'd with Bipolar Disorder soon after which is why I'm not too shocked at my diagnosis, just bewildered at the years wasted.
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DX'd as of 01/2019:
- Borderline Personality Disorder
- Bipolar Disorder ("mild"=CYCLOTHYMIC)
Current Meds: Lamictal (300mg) and I'll probably be upping my dose soon.
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