So I wrote a 6.5 page letter to "spike" in the middle of the night when I couldn't fall back to sleep.

I obviously would like him to read it, but I'm banned from talking to him

So... my question is, would you give something like this to one of the other Ts? I normally wouldn't because it seems like too much but I'm also gonna be gone for 2-3 weeks so I wont be seeing anyone for a while, there would be time to get through it.

I'm just wondering it this might be a good insight for them to understand the pain and where I'm coming from, a bit easier

I see a new person "baby T" (he's super young looking) tomorrow night, so I probably wouldn't just toss that to him then, but they kept my Monday afternoon with him as well in case I choose to go forward with him, so I could then.

If I opted against baby T, Monday am, I would see Tuesday T and that would be my second time with him. Either way, Monday is my last session until March 1 at the earliest. I'm just curious if this would be a good idea, especially with the long wait after Monday or would you just stick to notes?