I already have a morning job as a cleaner and I'm looking for another one during the evening. I have attended interviews but I get rejected. I am looking and it seems so hopeless to me. I feel stuck. I'd like to do something with my life. I'm tired of being bored and not being adult enough. Another option would be to get a full time job but I don't know if i'll get the job if I did apply. I sometimes look at my wages and bank balance and tell myself I should earn more money. I do volunteering on Fridays at a cancer research shop, I enjoy it apart from some people. I hope my life can get better.