well this is disrupting my life alot...its so hard to concentrate on anything else other then this situation...and before this started i thought about her constantly anyway..just not about something happening to her...she knows that im highly concerned about her trip but she just doesnt understand what im going through...she just tells me that there is no reason to worry and that she will be fine but it doesnt help...i dont tell her about my whole issue with the god thing because im worried that will cause her to think im a physco...alot of people know im worried but the only time i mention the sign thing is here