I'm so sorry, happycheeks Please don't give up. Finding a job isn't easy. Keep looking. I hope you'll be able to find something. You've got this. I know things seem pretty bad right now, but trust me when i say that they can get better. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. It's great that you're doing volunteering! That's a great hobby. Perhaps you could look for something there? That's just my opinion, though. The final decision is up to you. I'm so sorry, I wish I've had more advice to give to you. Remember that we're here for you to support you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you