Thank you so much for sharing your post! I'm sorry that you are having trouble in this area of your life.

One thing to keep in mind (i'm sharing this because I struggle with it), is to make the decision for your best interests and not for anyone else. Sometimes people with pressure or push me to do something that may not be in my best interest, but serves them instead. I find it difficult sometimes to hold firm on these boundaries, but when I trust my gut and do it I am always relieved at the end.

Great job making a pros and cons list! I do this too and it usually provides me with quite a bit of insight that I may not have weighed otherwise.

Keep us posted on what you land on. Thanks for sharing and good luck!