I've never full on cried in therapy. I wish I could.

How do I behave? It depends on my mood...if my mood is low, I'm quiet, don't say much, agree with whatever he says. If I'm in a good mood, I'm far chattier, ask way more questions, challenge him, way more cooperative. I do much better work when I'm in a good mood. I also fear too many good mood days will be a ticket for him to terminate, but I know deep down he won't. We have lots to work on, and the more I'm in a good mood, the more work we can actually do.