If she hasn't received any reports of egregious behavior on my part between sessions, she usually just asks what I want to talk about. I don't really like this question. I hate expressing that I want anything, and I feel like I'm being tricked into it by this question. I know it's a reasonable question and my feelings are irrational. I guess there's also a discomfort because none of the things that I know deep down ought to be talked about are things I want to talk about. But I can't give a topic and then pronounce that I don't want to talk about it because that's pointless. It's all very confusing in my head.