Damn, I typed a big update and lost it. Basically the Geodon made me very hypomanic but left me suicidal. A dangerous place to be. The doctor ordered I be constantly obsevered and drugged heavily until he arrived two hours later. Due to the massive amount of drugs I was compliant and able to sleep it off. After two hours of feeling like I had drunk two bottles of whisky this morning I am back to a happy hypomanic, so safe for now. I love life today and cannot imagine ending it. Hopefully it was just a glitch and I can remain on this med.