Happy go lucky hypomania turned dark on me last night. Suicidal urges controlled me and again I was on constant observations until my pdoc arrived after they had given me copious amounts of meds. I was compliant by then so after more meds fell asleep and woke with a hangover then back to a happy hypomania. Thank god no negative thoughts this time to combine with the energy. Think I’m out of the woods now...AND... the paranoia is GOnE!!!!