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Originally Posted by seeker33
I'm sorry for you. You have to create imaginary characters because you are afraid no one would be interested in the real you. Maybe you think there's no real you. Perhaps it's been destroyed. Oh how I wish I would be so fakely powerful. There's nothing more sad than when people hide themselves and create masks. That shows incredibly low self esteem and vulnerability.
I know because sometimes I play roles in order to fit in. It's a result of trauma. I'm very sorry for you that your symptoms are even more serious. I hope you get the help you deserve.
Or perhaps what you say here is just your wish... Because you openly state you lie, so we can never know wether you're telling the truth here, right? I don't think this statement would insult you because your ability to lie is something you seem to be very proud of.
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Its all about controlling others and not about hiding. It also dramatically increases my knowledge of psychology and my overall intelligence. Pretending to be a 29yo good looking girl gives me immense power over men who are foolish enough to start talking to her. And I really love this hobby. Its extremely entertaining I must say.
Im very addicted to power and to the process of gaining it, which is a psychological game of chess. "Winning" the game (breaking ones will and submitting him to me and my desires) is never fun tbh. Its the hunt for new souls and finding the key to them that I like the most.
I was also a victim of a professional catfish years ago yet it took him 3 months to break my will. *I* can do it in 24 hours. In fact as I said earlier: those who start talking to my character are doomed unless they are sub 100 iq inferior human beings who are not worth investing energy into.
While my girl is a liar, in this topic I see no reasons to lie on any level.
Ps. I wonder how boring the world must be for real good looking girls since most men are so easy lol. Where is the challenge for them? Whats the point of interacting with some1 who adores u and poses no challenge if any kind?