I can't tell if I'm manic or not. I'm doing weird stuff that is totally out of the norm for me. Tarot and spirit summoning, that kind of stuff.

I might be hearing things too, mumbles and sounds. I had a really bad night a couple days ago and I haven't been that terrified over paranormal stuff before. I'm an atheist and a skeptic normally, so this is definitely weird for me.

In short, I'm not doing well.