I'm so sorry, NeedHaldol Please don't be so hard on yourself. Anyone can make mistakes. And yours wasn't so bad anyway. It can be repaired. Also I think it was pretty mean of them to make fun of you that way. I hope you'll feel better soon. Please don't give up. I don't think your career is over. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. We'll listen to what you have to say and won't judge you. I'm here for you as well if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you