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im only as good as the world allows me to be so yes. I have an extreme case of cerebral narcissistic personality disorder and its a blessing in disguise on so many levels that I couldnt even start describing it
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Is it REALLY a blessing???? Or something you need to keep telling yourself to protect that fragile ego that lies deep within you that you developed in your childhood?
I am a user and proud of it, isn't really something to be very proud of. It means you can't experience anything "genuine", it's just too Alien to you.
Actually, what is so wierd is it's people like you that someone "tries" to actually love but ends up being badly hurt because people like you just can't love. You only know how to do to them what happened to you. It's just so sad to me.