Thanks so much Rose. This means a lot to me. I am so sorry that you and your son don't have access to decent mental health care. It sounds like the public system here. They really just don't give a f*** about anyone who doesn't have the money for Private Health. I pay $50 a week for insurance and only earn $200 after rent. Any expenses here are much higher than in the USA (I have traveled there twice when I was able to hold down a job). So basically I can only pay my health insurance, utilities, food, petrol, insurance for car and internet. Sorry to drag on but I am just showing you how hard it is to live in poverty and have good health insurance. When I went on my drug binges I just didn't eat. That is over though. No more drugs for me. I have been clean since 3 rd October last year.

I wish you all the best.