Its like my whole life is starting over again. I dont know if thats a good or a bad thing. Feels bad but im willing to hopefully give it a shot at least for a little while. Lost my girlfriend, lost my cat and today was my last appointment with my therapist(i live so far from there that i have to find someplace closer or id need to learn how to steal gas). Everything is going to be new. My t seemed to think i should have a positive outlook that i was in a bad rut so so many new things will have the chance of making somethings better.
I dont know how long my mom will let me stay here, my dad said i could stay forever. I appreciate my dads generousity but i dont know how long i can last. Its better than my mom though, she keeps talking like im going to be here a month or two. Who knows, maybe i can win powerball tonight. If you all see some ugly guy on tv who won and is lashing out at his ex girlfriend and laughing at her, im rich!
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