I'm so sorry, randomer123 It sounds like you're dealing with a lot right now. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. Daydreaming is fine in moderation, however if it's interfering with your life and it becomes an obsession, like you wrote, it can definitely become a problem. I'm so sorry, please don't give up. I hope you'll be able to manage these obsessions you have. Perhaps you could try to turn some of these obsessions into something useful for you? If you're obsessed with a certain animal, for example, you could expand that and try to study animal life in general. It could turn into a nice hobby. Just a thought. That's just my opinion, though. The final decision is up to you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you