So they filled and was like your insurance wouldn't pay for it so you owe us $60. Um... did you notify my dr?.... We can do it if you want but it wont be approved because you over 11... YEAH, please contact her.... So you owe us $60... umm can I just get a week?... She huffs and was like give us 20 min... So I screwed up our budget because I'm a ***** who refuses to take pills.

So instead of taking 2.5 milliliters. I'm taking 1 and skipping every 4th day to give me about a months worth of meds until I see pdoc again. So I'll be taking the equivalence of 8 mg a day. I HATE asking my husband to measure things and crush things. It makes me feel just that much worse. I'm almost in tears writing this.

I know I should be okay with it but I guess today was to much for me.