I woke up in a panic because of a couple of bad dreams that I don’t remember all the details to, but I remember in the last one I got lost going to my pdoc’s office. I was so scared and I haven’t been able to calm down. I’m praying my student doesn’t vomit on the bus. I couldn’t deal with that today.
I just want to go home and cry but it is Friday and I will have the weekend so I should be able to make it through the day. I feel awful. I cannot reiterate enough how much mental pain I am in at the moment.
Ok ok ok I will go into work and chill out.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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