Thank you so much guys! I'm so sorry for the late reply. I honestly don't know what I would like to do or what my interests are. I just feel stuck. I don't really know what to do. I don't even the courage to tell my parents. I'm afraid I'd just disappoint them. I feel like I should be stronger than this. I'm so sorry. I'm doing a bit better today. Thank you all so much for asking. You're all wonderful people. Sending many hugs to everyone