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I am so very sorry you are experiencing this. I can hardly fathom how distressing this must be for you.
This is a bit different but I have been 100% convinced that demons were trying to get me to kill myself. They were talking to me at the time and telling me to do it. I was harrowingly psychotic and dysphoric. Once I started taking anti-psychotics, it slowly dissipated.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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