I've been awake for a few hours.

After having a good day Thursday, I fell into a pit on Friday. Thursday I was up and about, getting things done. I felt cheerful and glad to be busy. Friday was a wasted day, spent mostly on the couch.

I don't want today to be another wasted day. I have important things to do in the upcoming week to qualify my bf for some of his benefits. There is paperwork I have to get together for these matters. I hope I can find what I need. I'm very, very disorganized in the paperwork department. This causes me awful anxiety. Then I get depressed.

It's been a miserable night. Worry, worry.