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Originally Posted by mindmechanic
Interesting. I had a session with the therapist yesterday after I posted this. She said that I was trying to control her - what she says and when she says what. See, my intention wasn't to control her. It's just that I am extremely, extremely in tune with my needs. I am a very introspective and intuitive person. I know what I need. And when I'm not getting it because the therapist gives a response that doesn't resonate with me, I would ask her why she said that and what the purpose of that statement or question was.
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Am I being shown a mirror right now? I remember all the same discussions with my T. Because you know, I am incredibly intuitive as well and when what T says something that does not resonate with me then I start asking him to explain fully what he meant by what he said.
But you know, you may not believe it but it is almost like a psychotic state. You have constructed a world by yourself and there is no way you would let the reality to take part in shaping that world. Unfortunately or rather fortunately, it is your T's job make sure that you don't stay stuck into that psychotic state forever. I fully understand though that you don't like it. Who would?