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Old Feb 09, 2019, 04:23 PM
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Went to the gym today for the first time in a long time. Renewed my membership and worked out for awhile. It felt really good

I'm struggling with wanting to restrict lately but I've been forcing myself to eat. I panicked last night and almost cried at dinner. I've never done that before. It's just stressful trying to go all the way with recovery. I'm scared of losing control
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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