I know in my heart of hearts that she didn't do it intentionally but my brain these days is being all screwy. I decided not to have my mom go with me tomorrow to therapy and just go by myself and that is scary because I am scared of all the emotions that are going to come spewing out of me. I should probably email my T to prepare her for me tomorrow but I wouldn't know exactly what to say. I am just a big ball of emotions right now and they aren't the right emotions to be having.

Jbug