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Old Feb 09, 2019, 06:33 PM
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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
Went to the gym today for the first time in a long time. Renewed my membership and worked out for awhile. It felt really good

I'm struggling with wanting to restrict lately but I've been forcing myself to eat. I panicked last night and almost cried at dinner. I've never done that before. It's just stressful trying to go all the way with recovery. I'm scared of losing control
Sorry it's so difficult for you right now. Control, yes, that is a big issue of mine, too. Sometimes I do lose control but then try to get back on track. Are you doing anything for stress relief?
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Thanks for this!
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