Okay , back up .......

Just because you were on the exact combo and it was a train wreck in the past doesn’t mean you will react the same.

Your always in a fight to get liquid forms of medications , but why not try swallowing Tic tacs ??! Your always screwing up your already difficult budget. I know about ED , I deal too but i think you should at least WORK on trying to get past the fear.

Or try Shaphis , it’s a dissolvable pill under your tongue? Just a thought.

In the end if your husband has to crush your meds stop getting so damn upset about him helping you. Whats it take 1-8 seconds ...Wouldn’t you do it for him ?

Slap yourself a bit mentally and get back on track of following your meds and keep writing so you will know what to talk to your T about.