I read your post in its entirety iliketherain, and yes it is very disturbing.

Firstly I 'Do' believe that you are in extreme danger, and if you fail to take steps to distance yourself from these men, your life will continue to spiral even more dangerously out of control.

Drug addiction loves company, which ‘I’m sorry’ is the sole reason why these men have befriended you. They are not friends, they are not interested in protecting you…They are parasites who’s only function is to suck the life out of anyone they encounter.

Liketherain…Take a long hard look at your post. Yes it is long, it is also frightening…But what struck me most about it is that it is chronological and coherent…Even as an addict ’which is exactly what you are’, you still have enough presence of mind and motivation to reach out and ask for help.

No matter what your faux ‘friends’ have told you…Ilicit drugs of this echelon decimate and annihilate lives. You may feel guilt and shame due to the position you have found yourself in…But unless you want to become exactly like Tom & Matt, you will need to push down that shame and make giant strides forward.

At this stage you still have a job, a place to live, your teeth and a will to turn things around. Sieze this ‘will to change’ with both hands by continuing to post here about your progress, informing your parents that you fear you are in trouble and welcome their support…cut all contact with these 2 men by blocking and/or changing numbers…and if need be apply for restraining orders.

I know my advice may sound harsh…but this dangerous situation you are in demands stringent measures. Remember when you enjoyed your job? Had dreams and hopes for your future? Tom and Matt once had similar dreams too. Please please please create a copy of your post and hang a copy on your fridge and bathroom mirror…it will remind you that everyday without using that hideous drug, is another day closer to gaining back your freedom.

I wish only the very best for you moving foward Liketherain. Please Private message me anytime.