Finally got leave after 11 days stuck indoors IP. This morning my parents took me for my much awaited swim(still escorted leave). I was slurring my speech on the way so bad my Dad was worried I would drown. It was a calmcove so I felt safe. Once I hit that awesome water my speech returned to normal and my soul was refreshed and filled with joy. So lucky!
Last night I was a bit off. My nurse said it is natural when recovering from psychosis. It is just weird that I went from the peak of my psychosis, slept 15 hours then felt perfectly fine, if not a bit ‘up’. Oh, will take each day as it come.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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