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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Sorry your feeling so bad. 
Your working hard on coping skills , in the past you weren’t able to find them to use.
Don’t beat yourself up, you cycle out of depression rather quickly so hold on to that thought.
I’m sure your co workers aren’t talking about you that’s just your paranoia talking. Hang in there hun  |
You’re right, depression doesn’t last long for me. Last time it was only ten days. But every other time it doesn’t end until something drastic happens so, I don’t know. I know I at least have RS to help me this time instead of trying to do it all alone so that should help.
I’m having passive suicidal thoughts. The same thoughts I always get.
I’m not disturbed by these thoughts because I know it’s just part of my depression package. It’s when they become active, that’s when there’s an issue. And we are a long way from that, at least I hope.
I found some cartridges for my vape that have nicotine in them so I hope I will feel better soon. I may have to face the fact that I may not be nicotine free for a long time. I can switch to lozenges if the vape is too expensive.
Sigh. Hopefully I’ll feel better tomorrow.