Obviously the happy part of my sad amount of alcohol has worn off and im just getting more and more upset. I would have drank more for sure if there was more here. Just realized i forgot to put the naltrexone in my signature of current meds. Its supposed to help with cravings but im not sure it has. My mood slipped just a tiny bit and i want to drink so much again now.

But i better try and get some sleep. Its 3am here now, not good