I'm so sorry, Angie84 I agree with Dnester. Quitting meds like this could be very dangerous for your own health. Be careful. I'm glad you're going to see your psychiatrist soon. I'd suggest to talk to her about this and see how it goes from there. Hopefully she will be able to help you. Stay safe and take care of yourself. Is there anyone else IRL outside of your home life that you can reach out to? Any friends or family members? I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck ! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you