Hi Haunted Rain,
I’m also not personally a fan of medications (a few reasons, including severe allergies)

I do struggle with depression, anxiety and apathy.

I think several of us here relate at least somewhat to what you wrote, and thank you for sharing!

I’m also pretty sure that the depression can be responsible for lack of motivation and inhibited inspiration.

(If only meds were the magic fix all for everyone.. life would be much easier, but it wouldn’t be life )