Of course you are worthy of help, mountainstream! You deserve to be loved just like everyone else. Please don't listen to that negative voice in your head. You know it's not true. I hope you'll be able to see it clearly one day. If you still have any doubts, remember that we all care about you. We all love you here! Please don't give up. Depression is like a big black cloud that doesn't allow us to see our qualities or the good things in our lives. I hope you'll be able to make it disappear! Take it one step at the time. Take baby steps. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you