I've never been someone who cares what anyone else thinks. Plus I keep a lot of stuff to myself, they all have problems of their own. My mother who is terminally Ill knows more than anyone else but she also knows nothing she can say or do will make me walk away until I've decided I've had enough.
I'm a caregiver to my mother so I get a lot of extra time with her which I'm beyond thankful for but at the same time I'm also watching her slowly slip away and it's extremely hard.
My husband has actually been a decent man during all this and is the only person who really understands how hard it is for me to know the day my mom passes is getting closer and I'm terrified and heartbroken. He actually has been a rock when I've really needed him and the thought of losing him and my mom scared me... does that make sense?