and... I got discouraged.... she double my med for my Gerd... the Gerd... makes my asthma.. way out of control....and she gave me neutrin (sp) for fibrom... which I think I will "pass" on...ans spiriea(sp) for asthma..
that is in addition to the meds I am taking..

what did I want??????????????????????? a vitamin.. that I could take... protein that I could digest.. help with grocery shopping.. with cooking....

I went to the body memory massage T... and the work there is grueling... very grueling....learning... the deep seated causes for my ED...everytime.. I walk out of there.. I feel flattened by a truck....

The internist.. and my T... really don't have a "handle" on how to handle the "next" phase of my recovery...and I ask myself.. if they don't know.. then how am I suppose to know???

strange.. isn't it... having an ED... is being on your "own"....

my other conditions... some caused by ED... makes it difficult...to do the "basics"...

I have concluded.. that ED's are a lonely...illness..

People say "only you can do it"... and gentle natured me.. actually wants to "punch their lights out"... because.. it is so very very untrue - it is the advice of the very , very ignorant ...the very uninformed... and... it is sooooooooo untrue.....

It takes a support system... IRL... to recover from an ED...

so if you have a differing opinion... then .. SAVE IT>>>>> and post it somewhere else...NOT on my thread..

cause.... I DON'T... want to HEAR it...

and if my opinion... makes you angry.... gentle natured me.. is saying..

DON'T CARE>>>>>>>>>