I'm so sorry, Dnester I'm not sure I understand the comment made by your therapist. You're in pain, she should be helping you with this. Wasn't she worried when you talked to her about this? Not even a little bit? Do you have any other doctors you can reach out to? Do you have a Pdoc? I'm so sorry, please don't give up. Do you have a support system IRL? Anyone you can reach out to? Any friends or family members? Be careful. Stay safe and take care of yourself. If it gets bad, call an hotline or go to an hospital. You need to take care of yourself. Your safety must be the priority. Stay strong, Dnester. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this