Ok... so on Friday i had an exam that I think i almost certainly failed at. I guessed at all of it... and that pulled my mood down some and it hasnt recovered since . I start classes again tomorrow and some of the classes i take are new... and for them, i have to hand in 4 essays of 2000 words each... and i still have overdue assignments from last semester. heh... think i am beginning to lose control here, or at least, beginning to accept that i am losing control lol. my depression is still worsening, i am bored most of the time and i dont even enjoy listening to music anymore. but anyway... am fed up of talking about self.