Started about 1am and despite 3 straight up hot showers nothing is helping and I want to claw my skin off I’m bleeding in some area. I have taken 5 1 mg Xanax since then and might as well be bloody tictacs.

I’d had it before but not to this degree, I’m so bad I’m thinking ER but they won’t do more than give me a Ativan , useless !!!

I’ve tried every trick in the book and it’s all a utter failure.

FML